i dont like the drugs

dmk_xox @ 2007-09-27T20:40:00

2007-09-28T00:43:10Z

i got into an accident.

with my best friends parked car.

dmk_xox @ 2007-08-13T23:45:00

2007-08-14T03:58:23Z

sean fagan you have inspired me to write this update, ha.

sadly not much to say. its summer, its been good. subway is going well, until the other day our computer broke so every customer has been annoying me cause theyre all whiney that they cant get their freaking points. sports? and stuff are like starting and shit which makes me sad cause i know summer will quickly end. i didnt even get to go to long island or saratoga like i wanted.

anyone feel free to go with me.

i did go to the lake for a few days with mag though. thats all. lately ive been leaning towards the idea that i do not want to go to college, at all. people generally arent taking it well, but. if everybody in the world would just trip for one day, it would be beautiful. i clearly should have grown up in the sixties. its a sad thing that we cant live in a world we want to.

that came out depressing-sounding? but didnt mean to be like that. evans been around, got caught smoking though already. im just glad he didnt get sent away again for it. bs.

chris and i are .. on the verge of the end. on my call though. we'll see.

me and sam have established that regardless that it is unofficial, we are dating. i dont know when it happend, but i have a girlfriend. yeahh.

dmk_xox @ 2007-07-08T21:08:00

2007-07-09T01:14:12Z

home from wg already. i was up there thurs friday. drove home and back saturday. and stayed for the week. wknd is over too now. I START SCHOOL TOMORROW. at eight in the morning. with thirty hoes im sure. fuck. get out at twothirty. go to the bank. work at three. until nine. same for tuesday. school for two weeks. fuck me. im getting mad thinking about it. hopefully saratoga this summer. other than that will only be working when school is out. im starting to think my summer is going to go by way to quickly.

dmk_xox @ 2007-06-23T20:06:00

2007-06-24T00:15:09Z

i passed all my tests! and all my classes!
i dont know how this came about it but im just letting it happen.
summer has been chill so far. im going to be a senior.
and im moving in a year and im getting all hyped.
i wouldnt normally post this, cause then half the town
would say something like, "she does it for attention"
but clearly there is nobody to impress on here.
but i tripped the other night. ha. it was my first time.
i loved it. i really did. it makes me happy.
ive been so nervous to do it. and i finally did.
my family left for wg today. i did not. =[
couldnt take the time off. im going up
atleast for a week though. depends on my sched.
me and evan worked things out, finally.
all it took was a drunken call from me.
im clearly bored and rambling on ..

dmk_xox @ 2007-06-15T21:25:00

2007-06-16T01:27:34Z

surprise i like my job.
ive only worked two days but 5 & 6 hour shifts.
i have an adorable gay manager whom i wish to marry.
everybody else is real chill.
cant wait to get this US test over.
then hopefully i only have to go to summer school for boces.
knock on woooddd.

dmk_xox @ 2007-06-12T15:51:00

2007-06-12T19:52:45Z

im a senior =D
wassup fresno!!?!?
oh i got hired at subway yay?

dmk_xox @ 2007-06-03T16:34:00

2007-06-03T20:35:37Z

fireworks, mad fun.

dmk_xox @ 2007-05-23T19:12:00

2007-05-23T23:18:34Z

its clearly been a while. NYC was pretty grand. i still lack sleep from it. ms v gave me a cat card and everybody else that went cause we were "so good" even though, mad alci, mad drugs, kids smoked on the top of the empire state building, and one kid was trippin. hahahahaha. i def wanna go next year too if more people go. i have to go convince my dad to let me drive past nine, why they gotta be hardass about that, of all thingssss. theyd rather me smoke bowls in the house than drive past nine. kljfsdkjf.

dmk_xox @ 2007-04-30T19:52:00

2007-04-30T23:54:12Z

i dont know why it doesnt that overlapping thing.
much too lazy to fix it. but im that stoked!
finally. need a job soon. im going to nyc this wknd.
hyped!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

dmk_xox @ 2007-04-30T19:52:00

2007-04-30T23:53:00Z

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dmk_xox @ 2007-04-12T14:38:00

2007-04-12T18:40:34Z

monday and tuesday were super lame. so wednsday morning evan came over! finally! good stuff only for a few hours though. then he left and katie came over. we chilled and then cleaned out her car then got maggie and went to marcos. then back to maggies for a while. then picked up kels at the mall and back to maggies. then these gboys matt and josh came over. i cant complain normally i hate gfolks. but around like, nine or something me maggie kels and katie came here for the night. and so today i tried to clean but i keep avoiding it forreal. im so tired since i woke up at 7:30 yesterday. so im gonna watch taladega nights, finally. havent heard from karl either.

dmk_xox @ 2007-04-10T00:19:00

2007-04-10T04:20:57Z

so lately ive been praising myself because i think im starting to not hold on to things as much as i have my whole life.

and then you called, after two years, out of nowhere.
i still havent gotten over you, but i was close.
you were no help.

dmk_xox @ 2007-04-09T19:07:00

2007-04-09T23:11:19Z

you have ruined every spring break of mine during HS.
yes, you karl fuchs. hes calling me, we've talked. ive bitched.
its really annoying. and its really getting me down. friday i went out with katie, errands and applebees and chilled. saturday did tashas hair to see how it would be for ball during the day, then was home for the night. sunday went to sams and chilled. then went over to daves and smoked. but i dont wanna until summer, i know i sound mad lame, but im failing alot. but yeah came home around 1. and ive just been cleaning out all this old stuff today. been really down cause i called karl to apoligize and he didnt answer, and i dont know what to do and ive lost my entire appetite after talking to you. i dont know what else to say.

dmk_xox @ 2007-04-03T17:03:00

2007-04-03T20:12:28Z

YO! its kind of been a while. aha. i couldnt tell you whats gone down except i was in floridaaaaa two weeks ago! it was great. i cant wait to go to college somewhere WARM. not florida but like it. ahem, california. wassup oakland! ahahaha im mad bored so get at me.

dmk_xox @ 2007-03-10T16:59:00

2007-03-10T21:59:34Z

i failed my road test yesterday, miserably.

dmk_xox @ 2007-03-04T20:11:00

2007-03-05T01:16:36Z

yo last week went by mad quick especially for being the week after break. friday i didnt do anything cause i wasnt feeling good at all. spring is on its way. which i am more than happy about. but at like 8am kelsey came over. we slept for a while and i got up and ten and did shit around the house and she finally woke up around four. aha. so we watched a marathon of antm cause i hate to say it but that show somehow is addicting and we ate BK. nice lifes. then tasha came over. and then we got sam. and then ben and kivvy came over. i wont even discuss what we did because i hope that one day i will forget about it. ahahaha. sam ben and kivvy left around like midnight cause yeah, oh yeah my parents were out of town too this wknd. but kels and tasha crashed here. went tanning and then to old navy with katie. used up my forty dollar gift card plus another 15 dollars for a freaking dress and skirt. im dumb. but whatever cause fucking florida in two weeks. im really nervous about my roadtest and it shows because ever since i sched it ive been making dumb mistakes while practicing. idk i just hope that wanting it as much as i do will be enough. im not going to school tmrw cause i have a fucking dentist appt at nine am. and im skipping emcc cause we're just having speakers come in. and i suck. and ill miss school friday too obviously. me and evan havent really talked. a little. he talks about how hyped he is for chillin but then i feel like he keeps bailin on me. idk i think its just a rush that i want to see him. this is getting long sorry.

dmk_xox @ 2007-02-25T18:11:00

2007-02-25T23:14:01Z

as much as i wanted to stay home yesterday, i went to the mall and friendlys with katie and wes. mall took mad long cause build a bear was insanely crowded. who would have thought. but i came home and chilled. today. really did nothing. i tried pararrell parking between my car and my dads car. i did it a couple times, only would have half failed, but to top it off i bumped my dads car. so i was like fuck this and came home. lol. im going to sams in a bit to crash there. i really need a job but i need my license more. which isnt going so well right now.

dmk_xox @ 2007-02-24T13:56:00

2007-02-24T19:10:43Z

so to continue on this break .. thursday night i was gonna go to carols but shit was just too confusing so kelsey came over late and we chilled and watched OC. did nothing like all day finally we showered and we ran around to some places. went to suraces. then went up to the guys basketball sectional game thing. first bball game ive been at since 9th grade. ha. four dollars, waste. but yeah so we were only there for the last half, then when it was over me and kels drove over to growneys and picked up her and tasha then we swung by whiteys and then went into pittsford manor and baked. haha we pulled up behind these pine trees on this one corner and i was like dude i smoked here with carlo! aha eerie but yeah we burned and then we realized there was this family looking at us from this house, so we went over to justins. nate and aaron were there. smoked. then we went to wegmans. got eye drops and pretzels. we're so obvious. then we went over to whiteys. jimmy ethan and mike were there playing beer pong. buuut it was only like eleven and my mom had called but i obviously couldnt answer it so i peaced and me and kelsey came here and ate a whole lot and crashed. then this morning kels left and i feel like im hung over? ima try not to smoke for the next three weeks before i go to florida. we'll see. im just so burned out from this break. sheeez. so ima prolly just stay in tonight even though its the last night of break and all, i need it though. me and evan are having problems.

dmk_xox @ 2007-02-22T16:44:00

2007-02-22T21:45:16Z

oh yeah everybody should read this!

when i was at sams grandmas, in her living room she had this poster. her gma said she gets it but she bought it cause she thought the colors were pretty. this is like on the wall next the family picture.

dmk_xox @ 2007-02-22T16:34:00

2007-02-22T21:41:15Z

so yeah, break. friday i did nothing. during the day on saturday me and sam went over to her gmas in the city to clean cause shes in a home. saturday i went to sams. dave came and got us. we went to his grandmas house and smoked in the basement. as embarrasing as this is, i walked into a furnace room and i turned to sam and i was like "am i going th right way?" trying to find the stairs. lolol. i dont blame you for laughing at me. then we went to wegmans to get grape soda. i only want grape soda when im ripped. then we went back to daves and tried to watch grandmas boy but it was dillons and it was totally destroyed the dvd. so we cut that and me and sam went back to her house. was there for the night. the next day we went to visit her gma in the home. we went to home depot and got paint. went back and smoked. i came home and showered. then i went ovr to carols with kelsey. smoked. me and kels crashed here. and fucking thats when i talked to evan. he flew in and resides in canandaigua now. then monday tarz and alex came over so me and kels were with them. drank. they left and i think i just stayed home monday. i was home tuesday too i think? then wednsday maggie and tiff came over, we just chilled. then late i went over to sams. smoked and then crashed. then this morning she had practice. so i smoked. still havent seen evan. i got my flight tickets for FL! im mad stoked. im going to be broke. im taking my road test soon. getting a job for april. im totally digging bay area beats, yall should check it out. mostly mac dre.

dmk_xox @ 2007-02-19T00:14:00

2007-02-19T05:22:05Z

and i never have to work at grande vie again!

dmk_xox @ 2007-02-18T23:52:00

2007-02-19T05:00:31Z

IM TALKING TO EVAN!

dmk_xox @ 2007-02-14T19:50:00

2007-02-15T00:52:38Z

we had another snow day today. stayed home. all day. oh yeah and its valentines day. and its february and youre still not home. i put in my two weeks notice for grande vie. might have to go in on saturday and sunday but hopefully not. i totally wanna work in like a trashy gas station or store. like, the quick stop. that would be rad. but me and courtney were talking and realized wed prolly get robbed at gunpoint. that might freak me out.

dmk_xox @ 2007-02-06T20:39:00

2007-02-07T01:41:04Z

sam pierced the other side of my nose today so yeah. word to spur of the moment. havent decided on my liking for it yet though. well see. oh yeah and school was closed monday and tuesday.

dmk_xox @ 2007-02-03T19:50:00

2007-02-04T00:52:10Z

ive been pretty down this week. which sucks because of my birthday and all, i guess. you said in february. well its february. 24 more days of it. and theyre going by too slowly. theres nothing i cand do. somebody go on vacation with me, please. x0x *